

BlindBelief isnt blind faith Its questioning that faith And still believing And I've lost all ability To believe I percieve an end To my existence That doesn't involve Higher powers Or lower levels Just a change Or a distancing From a reality That I've long ago Grown tired and weary of Or at least Perhaps this is what I hope will be[come] [of me] But to know It's impossible to tell So dwell on what You'll never know Until it comes Crashing down around you And meBlind


The AttemptAn attempt At something new Still hinting of the old Stale taste still what remains Cant outrun the shadow Spreading across the floor Dont want to dissapear Cant help but fear the worst Turning the gun back on myself Not that I want to It just seems like the thing to do Wishing you could be here To tell me otherwise Like you used to Just another attempt At change That I cant see or hear But feel the fear Of fading away Like I know I will As all things do I just dont want to believe What I know is trueThe Attempt


LackingLike a hemophiliac I can't stop bleeding I've built this world around you And all you ever seek is to destroy Architectural disease Envelop/e Two meanings When there should be one It's never clear What you've done to me I couldn't figure it out Until now And now I'm no longer sure Of what I know Or even what I still want to changeLacking


SeveredNothing will ever change Nothing can stay the same It's all too much to take in Think about the end again and again Could I leave it all behind?Severed
Sever skin, release the soul Slip through the covers, sliding fingers Silver slivers of seeping reality It's all too much to keep in mind Nothing has an end That didn't have a beginning In past thoughts Dive under the floor Salvage what was left (or lost)
You can't save it at the last


Return by paniqRETURNReturn by paniq
back from the psychedelic wonderland with the spirit of the spiral in my hand i owned great wisdom yet i had no clue arrogance turned patience and black turned blue
i leaved time and space, i had a visit to hell which soon became heaven through a magical spell i was thrown out back to my original place just to travel again, to leave time and space
blacklights and insects they showed me the way from the ancient sages to the folks of today electron waves and quantum runners i\'ve seen who enchanted the ghost back into the machine
sea


Remember the onesdreams you remember are of times you have died the ones that are lost trigger flies to your criesRemember the ones
to feed upon the unwanted desire
that purses the lips with an uproaring fire
the flies will embed themselves in the wounds the ash with enfold the parasites entombed
until the breeze picks up the dust in your eye to carry it away to pile up in the sky
you\'ll leave it there for now, it will do no sudden harm but forgotten it\'s deadly, yet that is it\'s charm
when the rain hits the mold it will spread the disease but with such beauty, so graceful
i have been considering options....
yeah, options, you could say that....
well, back... but it appears that i came to late, anyway...thanks for all your comments and just being here...
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-randi
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i dont want to bleed anymore...
wednsday i get my license.... i failed it today...but i know what to do to pass!...and it'd be to stop at the stop signs completly!
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Caution: Addiction to Vitamin R is very easy to do.
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Just a deviant Random stop!
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-randi
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Caution: Addiction to Vitamin R is very easy to do.
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